(((((Poetgirl)))))

Something is coming to me as I read your thread.

We both want "OUT" of the terrible feelings.

We want to be RID of the feelings.

And if we can't be RID of the feelings, we want to be RID of ourselves so we don't have to feel the feelings.

But maybe the only solution is to keep putting one foot in front of the other DESPITE the terrible feelings.

We have to learn to tolerate and work with them, instead of trying to be RID of them. Because they are a part of us.

I know it's so hard. . .