What is that about? I have met some new people who are so genuine and caring and nurturing and they actually seem to like me.
But i can't deal with it. It's hurting me. Whenever i give anything of myself or tell them something real and honest that i'm feeling i immediately need to withdraw and i become paranoid that they think bad of me. I think that nobody can be THAT nice surely?
Are they judging me for what i say or feel? I can't be who i really am, because once they know, they won't like what they see, i know it. And if they really are as genuine as they seem then how long before they walk away from me?
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