I agree with what WePow says Granite. I have been right where you are- regretting I ever opened my mouth in front of T. I held onto that feeling of anger at myself for doing it- and the embarassment I felt was so bad I didn't think I'd ever be able to show my face again- But ya know what? The next time I saw my T she was the same old T- She didn't look at me funny, or ask if I was feeling better than last week or anything. She acted like she did when I first met her. It was amazing to me that my T could just feel so comfortable around me after what I had told her. Her reaction to me made me feel comfortable granite.

You're doing such a great job. Just keep rolling with it. ((((((((((Granite))))))))))