Hi. I am sorry you are hurting. Move over...cuz ya' got company. I can't believe that all of the trees are not dead due to the amt. of paperwork shoved down our throats. And social workers who don't really listen when we speak or answer their myriad of questions.

But you've got the responsibility of your horses. You can't let them down. Could you not use that as the drive needed to carry on?

I have a parrot. She is spoiled and needs a lot of undivided attention. Yesterday....she said, "what are ya'doin'."? I thought just how human animals are and that they care about us just as we care for them.

I hope that you will be able to pick yourself up and care for yourself and your lovely horses. Hang in there!