I guess a big problem is that when she says "I'm her whole world" or "hope to have you in my life forever", her actions and words don't line up. Like she doesn't even remember my last name. And little things like that. I guess I'm obsessing over these details, perhaps even paranoid, but I really don't want to waste her or my time. A girl who really thought I was her whole world would remember my last name. I also wrote her a sweet poem and responded to my email and didn't even mention the poem that I wrote her.....When I fall in love I fall hard so I don't want to get hurt I guess. Yes, of course I should relax, but herein lies the problem. I'm too nice for my own good. Someone...tell me something, anything
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