Hi skeeter, i am so sorry that you had to endure that abuse. I know way more then i care to about childhood abuse , and ptsd... so at least to some extent i do understand (but everyone has a different story). I can totally see how your symptoms would get worse knowing that this guy is no longer on probation. I am assuming that he was on probation due to you being able to speak up and report him. I hope that youre able to get the help and rest that you deserve. With any luck whatsoever maybe some of dragonfly's websites will be able to give you some relief. Dont know what more to say , just wanted to let you know you are not alone...and there are people out here who care. ((((((skeeter)))))