just good things like job, school ending, license n other stuff. apparently im an iresponsvble worker because i came when i didnt have work to buy chips and the alarm went off and me n my friend ran out of the store so apparently i stole something. but the alarm goes off sometimes so i stopped and looked back and thought it was just the chips so i kept going..... i didnt run and his story is copmpletely wrong. he hass times and people mixed up, like sunday and monday i went the alam went off monday and he said it happened sunday and that jamie called after me when the night the alarm went off amanda was working till and noooo one called after me and i was in the parking lot for a good 5 min before i left so someone could have come after me so thats bs....and its completely stupid but i hate myself so much for ****ing up but like really? why would i steal from somewhere i have a discount and work for **** sakes..... im completely devastated and i cut after so long and it felt so good and now im ashamed and mad at myself because i know im gonna start cutting regularly just so the dpression doesnt catch up but it will and uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhggggggggggggg.... i cant fight him cause he could involve the cops and charge me for stealing something even though i didnt.... god i wanna cry.
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