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Old Jul 13, 2011, 04:03 AM
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Originally Posted by sugahorse View Post
I get the feeling I'm at the beginning of a dep episode. I get scared about what every next day could hold. I get scared that I cannot control my emotions.
Ultimately I think I'm scared of myself
(((Suga))) I hope your feeling isn't right this time. I think I know what you mean with emotions that take over and leave us with the consequences.

I'm afraid mostly of manic psychosis. It leaves a huge amount of destruction in it's wake, and I'm never sure whose account of happenings to believe. Reality just feeds the paranoia.