Hello again my friend. I believe the quote is "If you love someone, let em go. If they come back to you they're yours. If they don't, they never was." But I believe that was in a DMX song lol??? Well to be honest, everyone should let everything go in life. Clinging is no good for your own mental well being. i.e. if someone at work angers you, let the anger go. Don't dwell on it. I think this issue with you is on a big scale of how you should live every day...just live in the present, do your best do enjoy each moment, and just let go. You don't have to "push away" or "pull towards." Just be, as is. Be a good friend to your friend, laugh, smile with him if you see him, and be there for him. It will all sort itself out.

My religion doesn't support Tarrot Cards. I believe in energy as well but Tarrot Cards is kind of banned I believe. I believe that Jesus came down and took away all our sins and frees us and I know that because I rely on Him I will have eternal life....now some days still stink but I always have that hope. And you are most certainly welcome, my friend.