I completely understand. Do you have any older friends you can talk to or even like a really good friend of the same age you can confide in?

Do you plan on going to college after high school? College helped me a lot. I'm 19 and being away and not having to be surrounded by it at all hours of the day. Now that I'm back it's frustrating though, but I'm at a friend's place for a few days.

I know how it feels to think it's your fault especially when your parents seem to think so too... But it is not. Maybe you could try going to a friends house for a few days. A break can do WONDERS.