I was in a partial program like that...very intense. I know the T's there didn't care how awful we were doing...at least that's how it seemed. And they always said it gets worse before it gets better. I know many times I ended up going home a complete mess and having to call 911 because I couldn't handle it.

Please try to hang in there. It is up to you whether you want to try something different, but maybe in time it will get easier.