Howdy: Funny i've only called 'lying' not believing. I think everyone i meet looks at me and pretends to believe but none do, certainly at the beginning, sry have to laugh because who's lying now lol anyhoo It's tough for us to cope with so naturally it's much harder for people who have never experienced it, like having anything, unless you've had (got) it you really don't know what it's like. I wish you people who care enough to understand and you to understand.