Well i too have been very recently diagnosed with BPD and i dont like it one bit , however it does make sense and explain a lot. I do not have an eating disorder , but do struggle every day with alcohol and drug dependency. As well as the typical major depressive disorder(treatment resistant) , anxiety , and PTSD. Ok all that said . Sometimes i still wonder if there is help out there that will work , but i have heard so many success stories that i have to keep the hope alive , and i pray that you will too . Take care and hold on its going to be a bumpy ride!