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Old Jul 14, 2011, 03:26 AM
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Originally Posted by crazycanbegood View Post
You love and trust her. She has been there for you for 8 years. She is very much an integral part of your life. Of course, whenever issues arise, it will affect you as it would with any other significant relationship in your life. What you are feeling is expected and normal. Be kind to yourself. I am impressed with the strength you have shown to get through this. I really hope your old T helps you come to a solution.
That is so very kind of you to say that. Do I really love her and trust her?? At one time I never would have thought of questioning that but right now...I don't know. Right now I am paranoid that she is trying to get rid of me by making me upset and not wanting to see her. She told me that is what she does when she has a patient that she doesn't want to see anymore. She said it is easier for her to piss them off then for her to tell them that she doesn't want to work with them for whatever reason. Do you think this is what she is trying to do with me??