Yesterday my daughter came to visit me. She seemed in a bad mood but said she wasn't. Her behavior indicated bad mood though or just bored with me. I was in a cheerful mood but then my mood went to crap. We were supposed to spend some quality time together but given the situation I am glad she had some other plans as well that shortened her visit. So I told her I was glad to have spent time with her and hugged her goodbye and then she left. Once she'd gone I just sat and cried. On top of that I was wakened by my husband twice last night out of a deep sleep once for one of our dogs wanting to go out. The second time because our little dog got sick on the bed and so I had to clean it all up and then put new sheets on. But it was a little more complicated than that. Our little dog is not well and I am afraid that we will have to make a heartbreaking decision one day soon. I don't want the dog to suffer and I hope that my husband will be able to see when it's time to let go. I know it's incredibly hard I understand that all too well having gone through it with a wonderful dog I had before we got married and quite a while after. Anyway all this stuff is just pushing my buttons right now.