I'm officially off the Carbamazapine and on Lithium, i've been jittery and my anxiety is sky high,it's sickening. So i go see the mental health nurse to ask whats up. She says my body is adjusting and that i should ride it out,give it 6 weeks,but check in if i feel scared. Nice lady, why am i upset? Not only am i dealing with feeling lyk shiat my cousin blasts me when he found out i went to the doc. "anything but Jesus huh" i told him Jesus blessed me with a very supp0rtive health team, he replied "its seems m0re like a judgement" SCREAM! Why should i feel guilty for seeking help?! My body is betraying me and so is my cousin,i thought we were close... End rant.