((((((Poetgirl)))))))

This is the first chance I've had to read this thread and I have to tell you how sorry I am for the despair you are feeling right now.

I've felt the way you are feeling and I know how desperate and overwhelming these thoughts are. They eat you up and make you feel like there is no respite from them. But I have to tell you one thing PG- my eyes have filled with tears- not only for you and how you are feeling, but because of the outpouring of love for you that has filled the pages of this thread. I have read some very beautiful, heartfelt responses to your pleas. People extending their personal experiences to you in hopes they can somehow bouy you up if only for a moment. Hands reaching to you- to help you- to calm you- to support you. Can you see them? I think you can because you keep reaching out- and I'm so thankful that you do.

Please remember , when you are feeling so desperate that you don't think you can take another breath, or live if another thought or worry goes through your mind, that you need only step outside to hear the sweet, simple song of a bird, in the silence of a day, (what a beautiful thought peaches- I will always remember this- thank you so much), or listen to the laughter of a child, to know that there can be peace if we will look to the simpleness of life to find it.

My thoughts and prayers are with you- I hope you can find some peace and solace soon.