Hmmm I just tried to reply to this but it did not appear so I'll do it again just in case the internet ate it.

No, me asking the question means that I do not know the answer and I am seeking assistance from someone who might know, to impart some wisdom.

Maybe when my next lot of free sessions comes up next year I will give someone else a go. Another thing that ruined my last stint was the severe anhedonia I experience. A lot of it required me to "enjoy" x, y, z, however she did not seem to be able to comprehend the fact that that I do not have the capacity to do this. Is enjoyment an important concept of psychotherapy, or was it just particular to my experience? I just want to know so that i don't waste my free sessions on something that I do not have the capacity to participate in.

Thanks for the responses