I've been depressed for a long time. I have had several therapists, been on antidepressants, and even been in a mental hospital because I started cutting at was going to kill myself. I'm immune to antidepressants somehow... I've been on 3 different kinds and none of them did anything. Talking to people doesn't help much either, it just makes me look at myself as doing everything wrong. I want it to stop but I don't know how...