
{{{{{{{{{{{{Debbie}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Hun, I'm so sorry you're still going through this crap! Wish there was something I could do or say, but all I know is that it takes time. A lot of it could be mouring for your mom and for all the other losses you suffered.
Prayers going your way.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.