I have done every screening test I can get my hands on and seem to have every diagnosis going (Have never been formally diagnosed) - I hassled my T for a diagnosis, but my T said we are all a little bit of this or that at different times and what is important is the symptoms or difficulties we experience. So I have settled for a diagnosis of being me with a little bit of this or that at different times.

I think your post is interesting and I am wondering why you feel you cannot be honest with therapists and why you feel you have won if you trick them into thinking you are "normal" (whatever normal means). Also I wonder what psychopathic tendencies you think you have (I am aware of the Hare and the fact that in order to score someone, background information in addition to the test needs to be established).

But most of all from reading your post, I wanted to say well done for being so honest, I am guessing that is hard if you are used to pretending to be something else. I really hope you may be able to share some more honest stuff on here and that you may fidn it helpful.