In the past and even now i have aneroxic tendicies where i write down everything i highly limit my intake along with fear of food. I was assualted many ways when i was 17 and now my ptsd is in high gear to the point that i can barely swallow anything w/o vomiting not even meaning to but no matter what i try i can't eat everything taste like sperm. I don't know what to do? I don't want to fall back into this please help with ideas anything that may help me please tell me. Thank you.