Well avoice perhaps I could simplify. Your are seeing someone struggling with how to work on me. Someone who has some really bad days and all she can manage is to one word at a time it. I thought I had coped. But I guess I never did. I never took time out for myself, I was too busy trying to deal with the issues of others.

I know that I always had sympathy for others. But now, more so than ever. I feel the pain and I don't quite understand it. I had a friend that picked on me for trying to finally address this PTSD thing. Just like people telling you to just eat. This friend had a neighbor that had issues and hid in her house. She used to make fun of her.

So after coming here I wrote her a long email, basically telling her I will never pick on anyone who hides in their house again (and I never did, but watched her do it). I have just found out she got my message, she is now best buddies with the woman next door. I am happy for both of them.

You stated something that you have. Now, look at all my posts in here. Do you see it?
See how some of it clumps together? Do you see anger, sadness, memories, trying to explain it and some rambling? IT IS CALLED PTSD. I dont do so well when I put myself in there do I?

Open Eyes