I've read everything that you've said about your sessions with your therapist/psychiatrist, Cats (both on this thread and other threads), and I want to extend my deepest and most profound empathy for what you are being subjected to as a client. I know, from your posts (especially this last one that follows what I would describe as totally unethical behavior on your therapist's part) that this is probably not going to mean anything to you, but I really wanted you to know that I am sending you compassion and sympathy for what you are going through with your therapist. I do feel that you are not currently at a place to understand what she is doing to you therapeutically, and that is NOT your fault, it is hers and hers alone. If she knew that you were going to take what she has said and done to you to her ethical/professional regulators, she would be sweating bullets right now. But she knows that she has you hooked. And that is not your fault. She has been unethical and totally over the line in her treatment of you as a client. Please take care and know that if things do not work out with her, now, a year from now, two years from now or longer, please, please seek out another therapist and tell that person what happened to you. If that person is professional, compassionate and ethical, it will and can lead to some real healing for you. I'm sorry but what is happening right now is none of these things. Please take care and know that none of what I have said is a commentary on you as a person or client in psychotherapy. Take care!