Thanks Thinker,

My Support Worker kept telling me yesterday how well I was doing and that I have done myself proud for talking about it. I just don't feel that I should be proud. I thought I was over all the whole denial stage of this stupid illness. I mean it's been 9 months surely I should be ok?

People who have had their diagnosis for a wee while does it get better? Also is it normal to feel like this? How can I stop the denial happening?