I should have known that after a few days of feeling clear and feeling a bit more hopeful that in the end it would all go away. The Monster is really doing all things possible to sabotage anything good in my head. I am starting to believe that the meds I am taking are poisoning me and that in due time the Monster will kill me.
The Little girl is so scared. She needs to be validated but isn't getting anyone to help protect her right now and I am not able to because I am battling the Monster.
I wish all three of us could just go away!!!