Hi nicoleb2 - sorry that you are having a really tough time right now. Do you have a T you can contact? If you are feeling really unsafe, then your pdoc (if you have one) or there is a link on this site to crisis support (I don't know how to cut and paste it, but someone else on here may be able to if you can't find it).

Just remember how ever bad you are feeling right now, it WILL pass - keep posting on here too if it helps. Thinking of you - SD