((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))

I used to feel exactly as you are feeling now (for the last 10 years) - but now I am in the middle of feeling HOPE again.... for as a broken bone needs the right treatment & medical support to heal so does a BROKEN MIND.... maybe you just have not found the right combination of treatment for your mind?

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

P.S.
Some good reading material... a book called:
Feelings Buried Alive Never Die, by: Karol Truman.