I have felt like this as well. Living, yes, I am doing it and plan to continue doing so, because that is all there is to do and doing otherwise is equally if not more useless. But it often seems like there should be more to life than there is. Quite seriously, I've been watching youtube videos such as "Storm" and "Not Perfect" by musician/poet Tim Minchin (and, well, everything else by him) and they have actually kind of helped my perspective. In a strange and possibly twisted way... I have no idea if you would be similarly impressed, but just in case, I thought I would share. What are things that tend to help you (make you feel better in general or allow you to escape)? If you have any, I would be interested in hearing about them.