I'm with Peaches. Your T has certainly heard it all before, and though I know it feels deeply embarassing, etc. to us, most Ts can see it for what it is and respond appropriately.

Her getting angry with you seems like a little cause for concern to me. But I also know what when we're feeling all self-conscious and embarassed, it's all that much more difficult to hear and see what's coming from our Ts accurately. Maybe check in with her about that next time?

And I know you think there can't be a next time, but there can...really. People have had to say far worse and have made it through. I bet you can too!

--2or3

PS: You threw a water bottle?!