i know today they will call about my T appointment on monday.my stomach is turning just thinking about it .i so dont want to go not only do i know i wont be able to even open my mouth but i am so so so ashaimed about how much i said about hating people last week .i know i should have just kept it to myself.i just cant face her again i dont want to.i just want to keep hiding.i am even having a hard time posting here.i dont want to go.