Thanks Widgets,

I feel kinda in a mixed state as 1 minute I am crying and low and the next I am hyper and alert and talking to people online! I have stopped myself twice tonight from talking to the guys. My SW has told me not to meet up with the guy from my Area as I do not know him. If I do meet up with him I must take someone with me.

I got so hyper last night I couldn't settle.... this being the same day I hurt myself and told SW that I had, had sui thinking and tried to get knocked down.

I feel my life is parting at the moment