I fight the dependance also. I have learned that I can lean on my husband so maybe I can one day lean on my pdoc too. Right now, I haven't seen her for nearly a month due to holidays and I canceled last week because I felt shopping was better therapy that day and now the braindead receptionist has screwed up and canceled next weeks appointment also but I won't be ringing to correct her mistake because that would make me sound "needy" *sigh*