iamanne,
I'm feeling pretty rough too at the moment, so I hope I make sense.
The FEELING of being sad and the FEELING of being rejected are probably from the PAST too.
So you have grounded yourself quite well, feel safer but still have feelings coming through.
I think it is part of the recovery process, that we keep going through these things.
Give yourself a pat on the back because it's hard working having to keep grounding all the time.
My T reasures me that it won't be like that forever.
Sending you a hug>>>>>>>
(((((((((((((( iamanne )))))))))))))))