I was planning to ask my mom to go see a professional. I just don't know if I should.
Well thats on the nicer side of things. My mom told me she was going to send me to foster care because I'm a worthless trouble maker. I don't know what I did to make them hate me.
I'm not that scared. 16 years of it makes it a little less scary.
When they aren't angry, they aren't that bad. They are angry most of the time, though.
I know, I've been struggling with it for about 4 years now. I know all to well how addictive it can be.
I'm sorry to hear that You've also struggled with it.