I've been staying with my friends for the past few days and I have had so much fun the entire time I was there. It was amazing being around awesome people.

On my way home, however, the anxiety started slowly coming back little by little and now I'm in my room freaking out a bit. I hate how everything just builds up and just when you think everything is great, you are loved, and nothing should bother you... it hits you.

I'm trying so very hard not to feel so overwhelmed, but it is not working at all...

I don't really know why I'm posting this or what I am looking for, I just needed to vent because the anxiety is driving me crazy and I'm trying to keep from scratching like I tend to do when I'm freaking out a lot...