Thank you, Perna.

I guess it's not completely a bad thing that I told her. Everyone has transference issues. She and I have emailed a few times back and forth since my original email. I can't say the emails have gone well, but she's still keeping in contact, so I guess that's good. I have never been an anxious person. I've been super anxious, though, ever since I said "Hey Rose, I love you" (obviously not in those words, but you know what I mean). Now that my feelings towards her are out there...very out there...my head has not stopped spinning. I keep thinking "What is she going to think of me?", "Does she think I'm a freak now?", "Will she think I have sexual fantasies where she's involved?", or "Does she think A, B, and C about me?". It doesn't stop. Just knowing that I have another 6 days until I can talk to her face-to-face about this is aggravating.