Thats exactly why I set this thread up this way so that there isnt any graphic content that could trigger. Sometimes even though I haven't been posting I read through this just to remind myself Im not alone and the coping tools that help me and others are right here just a click away. Hang in there. Me, Im about a 3, but yet more tired then anything But I am not going to sleep the day away. I am going Shopping for my sons birthday presents. I was told yesterday he is going through yet another growth spurt and needs more clothes So Im spending the next few days feeling like a mom and shopping for my boy, I think I'll even get myself something to celebrate making it through a whole year without cutting. March 18th will be a year and now that the case review is over I KNOW I can make it these last few days to that one year mark. And man some nights and days it was only through my coming to PC and also this thread that got me through So hey to all here and all that post to this thread Thanks for being here you all are terrific.