All change takes time.... even the GOOD kind - Hang in there! (and) NEVER give up..... for it is when you give up that you loose.
I have spent the last 5 years of my life fighting the overwhelming feeling & thought of wanting to DIE..... I had to fight the evil that tried to take ME - the inner thoughts that involved weekly suicidal tendencies.
I am glad that I did not stop the fight, for I am now almost 95% FREE of DEATH..... and WHY? - because I NEVER gave up!
LoVe,
Rhapsody -