Sounds rough. I know I mentioned that the full month wait due to the fact that we just met wan't the greatest. I told her that the last time I went for a full month between sessions. I wasted the session due to a lack of focus. I just lost my focus in the middle of the session. I kept wanting to cut her off and tell her that my mind wasn't there. So, shut up woman. I didn't of course say that. I just hope that I don't have that focus problem in April when we meet next. I might not though because I don't think I am carrying around as much crap around in my brain as I was in December.