After fighting the system here in the UK for two and a half years to get my home adapted to my needs as a wheelchair user, i have finally been advised that Adult services are going to support an application for the grant needed to carry out the extensive works needed. Great, i hear you all saying, only i do not feel great about it,i feel nothing, i have dreamed of this news for years, but now it has come i feel numb, shell shocked, but i do not feel happy as i thought i would. I don't know why i cant feel excited about this, probably because i have been let down so many times that i do not trust anything till it actually is finished.