Dear SilverGriffin,
(((((((( HUGS )))))))) ~ ~ (((((((( HUGS ))))))))

My suggestion would be for YOU to seek some counseling (and soon) - to help you sort through your inner wounded feelings and concerns..... the sooner the better - for YOU and for the people you love, or will love.

YOU do not have to repeat the actions of your family.... counseling will HELP!!!

LoVe,
Rhapsody -