I was diagnosed with BPD, BPII, Anxiety, and obsessive thoughts.

When I was first diagnosed I read quite a bit online...I must go back to my research. I was wondering if there were any really good books on BPD? On the BP site it seems as though most people had read two or three specific books. I was wondering if it's the same here.

Just confronting this is giving me tremendous anxiety...I've really worked on the BP, but not too much on BPD.

I have no self. Don't know who I am, or where I'm gonna go.

Do you believe this is hereditary or learned, or an event did this to you. I just can't figure it out for myself. Both my parents get spikes in their moods. But I could say that their divorce when I was really young tore me apart, because to this day they hate each other...especially the step parents, and I'm almost 34.

I gotta go make some peanut butter sandwiches...but I'll be back.