... cancelled our plans today because he keeps having panic attacks.
I think i caused them...
He is now dating one of my friends, and me and him are like, buddies and everything (since freshman year) and i really have had no one to talk to, so we've been talking alot.
Well, his girlfriend has been in Europe for like, their whole week relationship so far...
and i know he misses her and stuff. but could us talking be giving him panic attacks?
I dont really know.. i just feel like its my fault... like since he hasnt really talked to his girlfriend, and we have talked like, everyday for the past few weeks..
Aglkdsjrkahgs. I dont want him to be unhappy but i (not thinking im all hot **** or whatever) think im making him think differently? Like, idk, im sure for a fact he doesnt like me but aldkfjlasdkfj i cant stop thinking that im causing him pain.
He's my buddy.