Thank you so much for the support everyone. I'm mainly stressed about this new job and everything that goes along with it...

-He asked what I would do it for so now I have to find a salary that will pay for all the gas and one that my parents won't fuss at me about being too low.
-I've never been paid to teach music before so what if I'm no good?
-I'm writing warm ups what if they are too difficult or too boring for them?
-I have to send in my background check thingy and I'm scared I'll forget.
-I have to NOT be awkward...
-I have to see if I can stay with my friend for a week so I don't have to drive twice as far...
-I have to borrow my grandfather's truck and drive there. Driving scares me so much and I barely ever do it... ugh.

It just makes me feel sick...

I'm trying to just close my eyes, relax, and breathe. The only problem is, after a second I forget that I'm trying to calm down and let all the panicky thoughts back into my brain...