My mother was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis in 94. If there was ever a person that just made you happy being around them, it was her. She was an avid Christian, so unselfish, always putting others before her... She used a walker/buggy to do everything in her power that she could still do. After numerous surgeries relating to colon cancer, she got an iliostomy in 03. But it all came to an end on 11-12-03. She was 51 years old. Killed herself in the garage with the car, alone, no one was with her. She left behind a husband of 33 years, 2 daughters (me 21, and my older sister 28) and a lot of family that misses her dearly. I try to be strong for my family, but when no one's around I cry all the time and look at pictures of her. I just wished someone was there with her. Im too young not to have a mother. I feel alone, and think that maybe talking about this to other people and seeing what they have to say will help. Please, all comments are welcome... I just needed some support...

SadSarah