I know that I already checked in for today, but I have something else to say. Is that okay? The reason I feel great is because my marriage has turned around so much in the past few weeks! He made me a 'love songs' CD. This afternoon, he gave me a massage as we listened to the CD. That was so sweet. You see, my husband is a quadriplegic and for him to try to give me a massage took great effort on his part.

He kept telling me to just relax (I was trying to talk about stuff), so I finally gave in and laid there quietly. On the inside I was sobbing!! Why? because I cannot believe that we are finding each other again! I haven't been able to show too much emotion in front of him yet, but as I get used to the idea of 'falling in love again' after so many years, I will be able to open up to him more. I sure wish I could send you guys a picture of us!