My family is expecting me to do things I am not yet physically capable of. One sister actually told me that I brought this current depressive episode on myself because I won't do what she wants me to do.

My friends have disappeared. I get the stray phone call here and there, but for the most part, nobody calls, or emails, or seems to remember I'm alive -- and that I almost wasn't.

I'm beginning to feel like I don't exist! If nobody acknowledges me, am I really there?



Candy