My prayers for you & your family....I went through this just a year agowith my Mother & know exactly how you are feeling. I was able to hold her hand just 2 hours before she died, telling her that it was ok for her to let go. I felt her squeeze my hand even though she couldn't talk. Just after that, my own GP put me into the hospital for anorexia & I got the call in the hospital the next morning that she had died just 2 hours after I had left her.

My heart & prayers are with you & your family,
Debbie