Thanks.

Protector: If anything it is my fault. I am very difficult to work with. Trust is not my strong suit and then add to it that I am aspi and get stuck in behavior patterns. She is the only T I have worked with in a very long time that doesn't get angry with me about my trust issues. She too has suggested trying to work with someone else... I have just been too hurt by other T's to try with someone I don't know (current T taught at a school I went to and a friend took a class from her). The only other T in the state that I would consider working with is in the same office building... I would run into the same problem with them and the added snafoo of having a long term crush on them.

Echoes: I honestly wouldn't mind her hitting me with something right at the end of a session, sometimes that works really well with me.... I just need her to remember that she said it though!!! I can't tell if she honestly doesn't remember because she is in the moment or if she is trying to get me to do something. I think you are right about the 'in the moment' thing though.